Be open minded . Do not be stuck in the past . Gun powder is out there , maybe not the w231 or the wst you want. I have found all the gun powder I want . You just have to look. It was not what i had been shooting , but it works just as well if not better. I am not paying 50$ a lb. . There may be a time in the future i do. I may have a few more contacts than some . You were a little nervous the 1st time you ever reloaded a round. Since then you have become comfortable loading the same powder and charge time an time again . If there is a powder out there someone has the data to load it , if you do have the stuff to make it happen.